Yesterday I talked about feeling chaotic inside, today is quite different. The chaos has departed, for now, and I KNOW what needs to be done, and what course to take. I also know it won't be easy at first, but it'll be worth it. It means putting some other things on hold for awhile, but it'll make them all the more special when it does happens. It means struggling now to have the life we want later; and knowing that God always will provide for us in His timing.
There have been times in my life where I knew for certain that God was telling me what I had to do, I knew without doubt that it was His voice and His will. And in those times I have always tried to follow, and was always blessed for my obedience. It's never been easy to obey though. It's really hard, and heart breaking. Sometimes it's been letting people go, or having to do things outside my comfort zone, but it's always worth it.
This was one of those things. God has told me in no uncertain terms what to do, and how long the struggle will last, now is the time to follow. Now is time to put in the work and bend down before my God in gratitude! I know the path to take and that clarity is a blessing!
I realize to some this might sound like I'm a little crazy or delusional, but to honest I don't care. If it is delusions then fine, but the last time I followed a delusion that felt this way it gave me a chance to say good-bye to grandfather the day he died. So I'll go with this feeling, it's never led me wrong before. When God whispers to your spirit listen, when he shouts to your soul obey, trust Him always!
Joshua 1:9
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for The Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.
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